Friday 17 May 2024
UG is the Blackhole - Luc Sala
Friday 10 May 2024
" What kind of human being you want in this world? " - UG
" What kind of human being you want in this world? "
Some of our material and spiritual goals take
their birth in the experience and thoughts of men and women we hold in great awe
and esteem. We tend to eulogize and emulate their thoughts and behaviors.
Society showcases two contradictory models or
archetypes for our emulation – the first is symbolized by the King (the ruler
or the achiever or the top dog in any field) epitomizing the material goals. The
second is the Savior (the saint or the philosopher or the guru) evangelizing
the spiritual goals. Both models are dangled as worthy of our lifetime pursuit.
There is also the third kind, the hybrid model of
the ‘Philosopher-King’ or the ‘Sage-Ruler’ (the benign-leader).
We are brainwashed from childhood to believe that achievement of
material goals or the attainment of spiritual goals as the be-all and end-all
of our life.
“Your spiritual goals are not different
from the material goals” - UG. He maintained that both are fundamentally self-serving or self-seeking
activities.
Spiritual goals are mere psychological wants. Psychology
is a societal burden, a superimposition on the biology, the root cause of mental
anguish.
Wanting to be someone, to be superior, to be different
from others is a fake, unnatural undertaking. Not only it involves huge effort
and energy, it is the root cause of frustration, restlessness and hopelessness.
“Wanting and thinking always go together – as long
as you want something, there is thinking.” - UG.
Greater the seeking, greater the needless thinking,
greater is the misery!
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Frustration could arise when someone is chasing some impossible or unachievable goal. Also, when there is an incompatibile goal that contradicts one’s true
nature.
UG addressed both these issues in his
inimitable ways. He personally helped many individuals through timely intervention.
He made some give up their jobs to pursue business instead ( a la banker Nagesh who went on to establish a successful business in Realty Finance) , he made some give
up their business to take up a public career ( a la Frank Noronha who gave up tea business and ended up as the Chief Spokesperson for the Government of India), he encouraged some to embrace saffron ( a la Lahiri, an Indian businessman from Europe) while influencing others to give up saffron ( a la Udipi Swamiji).
The guidance was always finetuned
and calibrated to suit the needs of the particular individual to mitigate the suffering born
of impossible or incompatible goals.
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A note from Chandrasekhar Babu, UG's longtime friend and host:
In the year 1983 while I was employed with the Hindustan Aeronautics Limited in Bangalore, I got a lucrative offer from a private company in Hyderabad. I went to meet UG who was at the time staying at Goldie's (Film Director Vijay Anand) guest house in Mumbai.
After learning about the new job offer, UG said, "Do you have to relocate to Hyderabad? What a shame!"
To drive home the absurdity of the choice, he quoted a Telugu proverb, " ఇంత బతకు బతికి ఇంటి వెనక చచ్చాడాన్నట్లు" ("After living life king-size, dying like an outcast!")
UG advised me not to accept the offer.
Soon after, I got a fantastic offer from Hindustan Motors, closer to Bangalore. UG readily approved. I left Hindustan Aeronautics to join HM.
Years later, once again UG played a key role in my opting for voluntary retirement from service in 1992. I was 47 at the time, with at least a dozen more years of service under my belt.
I complied with UG's advice, resigning from service on the 9th of July 1992, incidentally on UG's 74th birthday!
My stint with Valentine Model School commenced soon after.
Transcript of the Video Clip:
UG: The basic question we all have to ask is, “What
kind of a human being you want in this world?”
( Q: the goal of psychiatrists etc.)
UG: We have unfortunately placed before mankind the models of a perfect being. THAT PERFECT BEING IS THE SPIRITUAL TEACHER AND HIS BEHAVIORAL PATTERNS. AND THE WHOLE VALUE SYSTEM IS BORN OUT OF THAT.
And our insistence and demand, on the part of
culture and the value system, to fit them all into that mold is bound to fail,
because every individual is unique, UNIQUE!
Nature is not interested in creating the human
species in one common mold, it is interested in creating different species, it
does not use anything as a model, that’s where we have gone wrong. Because of
the fear that the status quo of our culture or society or whatever you want to
call it, cannot be maintained if we do not fit all the people into that value
system.
I am not against the value system at all, but
the demand to fit everybody into a common mold, which is the value system, is
responsible for the breaking up or breaking down of many people. They have
given up.
And the so-called normal man, if there is any,
he lives in hope and dies in hope, (that) one day he is going to successfully
fit himself into that value system very successfully, and live in harmony with
that. And the mad people have given up and so, we are pushing them to make them
functional and it is the very thing that is pushing them to suicide.
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Saturday 4 May 2024
“NOT GETTING WHAT YOU WANT is sorrow, is frustration” – UG
The Real McCoys or sages are grounded and purposeless. They go about leading ordinary lives, completely engaged (but not involved) in the mundane affairs of life.
The real men and women shy away from all recognition and reputation, staying clear of ceremony and pomp, security and fortification. The Real McCoy is never caught in the trappings of a Pope or a jagad-guru. (“If Jesus had security, there would be no Christianity.” – UG to Mahesh Bhatt pointing to the heavily-guarded Vatican).
Sages never hesitate to speak out or act when they sense danger or harm either to the community or an individual. When circumstances demand courage and wisdom, they are ready and willing to forsake their reputation and even their lives to avert a crisis or prevent harm.
The sagely utterings and sayings are all born in such benign interventions. Like the sudden onset of an earthquake, or the abrupt eruption of a volcano, the outpourings are extempore speeches or statements, not delivered from the convenience and comfort of pulpits or platforms.
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The timeless classic of Bhagwad Gita was birthed right in the middle of a pitched battle when Sri Krishna got engaged in a dialogue with a deluded and despondent Arjuna who had given up his resolve to fight even before the war started.
The iconic warrior had ironically succumbed to his own internal enemies, the demons of dichotomy, unable to choose between his ‘duty’ (to fight injustice) and ‘loyalty’ (to his elders and teachers standing against him in the opposition camp), he was clueless about his response, completely muddled and utterly perplexed!
This is the deceptive power of a conditioned mind under the vicious grip of a hypocritical value system.
Sri Krishna does not waste time and embarks on the discourse of Gita, exorcising the demons of delusion in Arjuna who then readily embraces ‘duty’ over ‘loyalty’, ‘rightness’ over ‘uprightness’ accomplishing his goal.
Gita has since become a beacon for all those battling with demons of despondence and delusion.
The famous epic Bhagavatam similarly came about during a personal crisis. It was delivered by the sage Suka to King Parikshit while the latter was on a death sentence through snakebite because of a curse.
Socrates gave his famous ‘Defense Speech’ before his death sentence through consumption of the deadly hemlock.
Jesus delivered his momentous sermon while ascending the gallows.
The sagely Nisargadutta Maharaj, on his way to organize his wife’s funeral, stopped short and wholeheartedly addressed the concerns of a spiritual seeker, on a road-side chat, while the seeker remained oblivious to the circumstances.
All of them acted promptly in response to people overwhelmed by their struggles and crises.
Contrast all this with the bogus speeches of today’s platform-gurus. The scripted speeches are filled with cheap platitudes and palliatives, full of entertaining quotes, jokes and stories. They are completely stage-managed by army of cronies, time-bound, carrying huge price tags, pepped up by ceremony and music, in club-class comfort creating the ambience of a ‘spiritual spa’.
Platform performances and con artists in the spiritual business are far removed from harsh realities of life.
The real ‘awakening’ is more like ‘a kick in the gut’ by a sagely character and a grim reminder of reality.
Intense exchanges of friends with UG are real kickers filled with raw energy and emotions.
Only those who remained brutally honest, and prepared for the gut-punches could get into the ‘ring’ with UG, and survive the intense pressure and heat, and the relentless body blows.
A countable few really dared to ‘take the bull by the horn’ teasing out some of the finest repartees from UG, true gifts for posterity.
We are grateful to these daring men and women.
Here is such a high-voltage encounter between the fiery UG and a vicious Mahesh Bhatt.
In this rare clip, UG is holding forte, pushing the envelope and ‘frustrating’ his longtime friend Mahesh Bhatt.
Mahesh is forcefully pushing back, here, he is the very personification of vehemence, taunting UG and touting JK, making a case for ‘frustration’, and doggedly defending the ‘reality of frustration’. He is genuinely and fiercely rooting for ‘freedom from frustration or sorrow’ (some common ‘JK themes’ – familiar to many ‘JK-widows’)
UG, as usual, is unperturbed and nonchalant, brushing aside the rationale for ‘the reality of frustration’ advanced by a rebellious Mahesh.
UG has the last word and nails it, “All your romanticized pain, sorrow or frustration are rooted in NOT GETTING WHAT YOU WANT.” Period!
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Our unfulfilled wants or desires, feelings of hopelessness or pathos, make for rich mental imagery and juicy word-salads. These could be spun into romantic poetry, into drama, movie scripts, into profound philosophical or intellectual or spiritual doctrines (‘the doctrine of suffering’), into enchanting writings and discourses by skilled pundits or wordsmiths.
Words solidify experiences, letting us relive a moment of joy or pain or loss giving it a life and momentum of its own.
Society has always glorified and celebrated verbalization. The gigantic collection of books in world’s libraries is a testament.
Wordsmiths who lack empathy and the sagely wisdom could easily weaponize the words with enormous consequences for humanity.
Only a sage could exorcise the demon of verbalisation.
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Transcription of the video clip:
UG: Its all bullshit. Nothing else. What’s
sorrow, you are talking about?
Q: No you keep on saying, something which we
are battling with every now and then, that it’s not there!
What’s it that there?
Q: It is there!
UG: What is there, you tell me?
Q: I am frustrated! Frustration is concrete.
Sorrow is concrete here! You just say it’s not there!
UG: Where is it?
Q: It’s there inside of me. It is there.
UG: Because it’s not there, the vehemence is
coming! Its’s not there,
Q: It is there
UG: Where?
Q: I feel it inside my body, as a physical ache,
I feel
( The dialogue gets repeated)
UG: It is throwing out, that nonsense!
Q: What is throwing out?
UG: It is not throwing out, you are talking
about it, it is not there.
Q: Where?
UG: You say it is there, I say it is not there,
that’s the end of all conversation, finish!
Q: For you its not there,
UG: For you also its not there, you are just
talking about that nonsense
Q: It is there for me and it is there for
everyone.
UG: I don’t see, how is it expressing itself?
Q: You are the only person for whom, it does not
seem to be there
UG: No, no, no, it’s not there
Q: That’s why a man like J Krishnamurti or a
writer like that makes more sense to me than you
UG: Certainly
Q: This Frustration makes more sense to me. I
relate to that frustration and not to you. You don’t seem to understand what we
are talking about.
UG: I understand you.
No. I don’t think so. You say there is no
sorrow, no despair, no frustration.
UG: Why you are still trying to be free from
that frustration
That’s my whole tragedy is, I am still trying
to…
UG: Why you are still (trying to?), YOU HAVE NO
PROBLEMS…
‘NOT GETTING WHAT YOU WANT’
is sorrow, is frustration – UG
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Go anywhere, do anything you want, that’s the
only thing I am saying.
All frustration, write poetry, some nonsense,
some romantic stuff, what frustration? What is it you are doing? I don’t see
any frustration!
I have frustration (mocking), what the hell you
are talking about?
NOT GETTING WHAT YOU WANT, THAT’S THE
FRUSTRATION!
WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT?
You want to be free from frustration, then you
want me to tell you ‘how I can be free from frustration?’, That ( the effort or
yearning to free oneself) is the one that keeps the frustration there.
The HOW is related to the frustration. So, you
don’t want to be free from frustration. You want to live with it, romanticize it,
and make movies and make money, sit on a platform and talk about it – ‘don’t
condemn it, don’t justify it, don’t identify yourself with frustration, be
choicelessly aware of that…
ONE WHO IS CHOICELESSLY AWARE OF THE
FRUSTRATION IS THE FRUSTRATION!
There is no other frustration other than the
bastard’s (JK) statement – ‘choicelessly aware of frustration’ – THAT IS THE
FRUSTRATION!
Because you will never be free from that, that’s
a joke – ‘be choicelessly aware of frustration’, just look at it, that (frustration)
doesn’t exist. (It’s) the only thing that exists(are) his empty words, that you
have picked up from somewhere else. That’s all. So you don’t want to be free
from that.
If you are really interested in freeing
yourself from that which you are not (a frustrated human), that shit (all empty
words and borrowed ideas) must go…
Thursday 25 April 2024
“All your questions are born of your answers” - UG
Culturally filtered, acquired knowledge makes each of us unique. We are all products of a lifetime of intellectual investment.
What each of us know, is the subset of all possible solutions and answers given by ‘others’ for day-to-day problems across every sphere of life – social, political, spiritual or the mundane.
No wonder, greed for knowledge is as powerful as the greed for money.
Every moment, consciously or unconsciously, we are seeking answers from this collective pool of what others have said, felt and experienced.
Coming to intellectual curiosity, many of the fundamental questions of humanity, to this day, have remained the same,
“What is the purpose of life? What is God? What is enlightenment?”
Some wise men and women, here and there, seem to have found their own answers to these burning questions, now part of the vast pool of common knowledge.
While questions have fundamentally remained the same, answers given by the worthies, are each strikingly different and unique.
Perhaps the intellectual makeup, the integrity, intensity, humaneness, and sincerity of the questioner throws up a unique question (specific to the individual) that results in a unique answer.
No wonder, we see multitude of answers, for seemingly, the very same question! We find that many of these answers even contradict one another, giving rise to more confusion, and more questions.
UG’s remarkable observation is that any borrowed answer will midwife the birth of new questions, tormenting you endlessly!
UG said that your question must be your own, and not borrowed from others, “I don’t have any answer” but “In a way, I could try and help you formulate your own question.”
Finally, when you come up with your own question, that doesn’t let you sleep, there is a possibility of finding your own answer!
Thursday 18 April 2024
Selfishness is ‘survival-ness’ – UG
Thursday 11 April 2024
“What is Life? I really don’t know!” – UG
Q: How do you define Life? If you define a Non-Life, that is (
that will help define) for the rest of your Life…
UG: What is the point in capturing something ‘living’ within
the framework of a dead structure and define it? Why do you want to define Life?
Q: Why do you NOT want to define?
UG: We are all defining Life all the time. You see…how to live?
I DON’T KNOW A THING ABOUT LIFE!
The Life never asks the question … am I alive or dead?
If you ask me the question, Are you alive? I would say
certainly I am alive because of all these definitions, because of all the
information given to me by the doctors and you (too are alive ) because you are
sitting here and you are talking or you are responding to the stimuli, you are
doing all kinds of things so you are very much alive.
Good, I am delighted that I am alive but the fact that I am
alive is very difficult for me to experience.
What is death? What is
Life? I REALLY DON’T KNOW. It is expressing itself…
The expression of Life is energy. You are the expression of
Life, I am the expression of Life, the mosquito, if there is, that is the
expression of life.
Everything that is there around, is the expression of the same
Life!
There is an integral unity but unfortunately we separate
ourselves and we have given to ourselves the tremendous IDEA that we are quite
different, place ourselves on the top of the whole creation but we are not (different or separate from Life). We ( existing as psychological entities) are NOTHING in the scheme of things. You are no more important!
All of us, all these human bodies will be used by nature
because it needs this energy somewhere else. If not cancer, if not AIDS, it will
be something else, it will wipe us all out! You can have any number of doctors
in this world. They are not going to do it! It is not a pessimistic (view)
…You are no more important in the scheme of things but through
our THINKING we are made to believe that we are something extraordinary, that we are souls, that we are life…
Sunday 7 April 2024
'Primal Thinking vs Conceptual Thinking' - UG's perspective
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Basic thinking vs Conceptual thinking
In this spellbinding exchange, UG lays out that ‘thinking’ in its most raw form
is a primal survival mechanism, not just limited to humans, but prevalent
across entire creation. He then explicates how culture or human value system
has distorted this basic, fundamental thinking into its most abusive,
disruptive and dangerous form.
Raw or primal thinking is common to the ant, the dog and the human. This form
of thinking is solely for purposes of efficient functioning (food and shelter)
and survival (protection against threats). UG holds that inventing any other
purpose or goal for thought or thinking would be an abuse of the primal
mechanism or the gift of nature! Period.
As opposed to this fundamental purpose for thought or thinking, the human
society or culture coaxes us to use the instrument to chase after its
fabricated goods - the unnatural and artificial ideas, ideals, goals or
purposes. This fosters the ‘goal-driven’ or ‘purpose-driven’ or ‘demand-driven’
or ‘conceptual’ thinking in humans.
No doubt, conceptual thinking has given us some great wonders of technology -
electricity, computer, the airplane etc. but it has also invented the most
destructive instruments of war like the nuclear bomb etc. !
The movement away from the basic or primal thinking to conceptual thinking is a
culturally driven phenomenon that imposes a huge (stressful) cognitive load on
our biology. This guzzles huge amounts of energy causing neurological and
pathological disorders.
UG raises the red flag about such culturally driven, disruptive forms of
thinking saying, ‘Thought is your enemy!’
His sagely counsel is to : ‘Stop thinking (chasing after goals) and start
living’!
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Transcription of the Clip:
Q: When the person is born, the organism is born, you mean to say that the brain will not think at all and only the society puts in the values?
UG: It all depends upon, you see, what you mean by ‘thinking’, even animals do a sort of thinking in the sense that the dog knows that you are the master or you are not the master, the dog knows its way back home. You see, that’s what you want to call it ‘thinking’, is all together a different thing.
But what you mean by thinking is to use thoughts put in by the society or culture or whatever you want to call, ‘to achieve certain goals’. So, you place so called spiritual goals on so called ‘higher level’, achieving a goal. It doesn’t matter what the goal is (say) happiness.
We are not concerned about God, truth, reality, enlightenment and all that stuff, you can brush all that aside but everybody, whether he is here or in India or in America or in Australia or Russia – is only interested in one thing! That is, happiness without one moment of unhappiness, pleasure without one moment of pain! That is what everybody wants!
So our God, enlightenment, all that stuff, is the ultimate pleasure that is placed before us as the goal. And the instrument which you are using to achieve your so called spiritual goals – permanent happiness, permanent bliss, eternal happiness, God knows what, is the same instrument that everybody, even the thief there in the prison is using (exactly the same instrument) to get out of prison, as the one you are using to achieve your spiritual goals. It is matter. Thought is matter. So all your spiritual goals are materialistic.
When you go to a temple or church, what do you do? … What are your prayers? You want this, you want that, you want material goods, if you don’t want material goods, you want spiritual goods, if you don’t want spiritual goods, some eternal goods…
Q: You are saying that the survival mechanism that has gone in the wrong direction?
UG: The survival mechanism that is necessary for the survival of the body is already there, you don’t have to do a thing about it!
Q: Then why is it there? Why the demand (to achieve a goal) is there?
UG: The demand is introduced by culture, that is all I am pointing out! It is the tragedy of man!
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